My sincere tought

This tought of mine is about the religious thoought and may affect ur religous thought too.. so it is highly recoommended for u to not read this statement if u do not have a strong will of ur religous, helps and cooperation are appreciated.. thx

So here it goes... have u ever thought of the world not being fair? like sometimes u feel bad and unlucky and u think u have the worst luck of all people? yeah? coz sumtimes i think so too. i try to c other peoples luck, those who live on the street, those who dont have enough eat.. but i cant help not to think of it when i face really hard problems ya know. Its not that im trying to say i don believe in god, i do believe. its just that, some people, or maybe its just me, questions his judgement. of course his judgement is ultimate and should never be questioned. i just cant think about it ya see. What i wonder is that if fate is fixed, such as, this guy fate is in hell, but he had tried hard to go to heaven, but he did not coz god had determined his fate.. wouldnt that be awfully unfair? not just that.. even in this world, some people tries hard but wouldnt achieve what he wants.. oh god, im sorry for questioning this but i need some help.. If u guys can help too, i appreciate it.. thx..